Rational Madness

Monday, April 17, 2006

"Times are shitty, but I'm sure it can't get worse." So says Angel on Rent. Indeed, times are shitty. Today, I won't make sense, like I so often do. A lot of things boggle the mind, and a whole lot more try to rearrange your world as you know it. My world is perfectly dislocating itself from its previous not-so-perfect but at least, not-so-shitty alignment. Things are beyond my control. Do you know what it's like to have things that are beyond your control take over your life? All you have are prayers and hope, but at times that is not enough. Oh Lord. What have I come to when I can't even take refuge in prayers? I have not turned into an infidel. I have not been so jaded as to lose hope and faith in prayer. But I feel so helpless. This is the worst feeling for such a one as me... The only good thing to come out of this is that I just realized and finally have come to a resolute admission: I am a control freak. And I am going down.

she told the story ... 12:53 AM

%that's me

Karrisa. A cat lover. A dog lover. Frustrated poet and writer. Cynic. Stardust traveller. Stubborn. Here and There. Maaaaaaaaad.

%ME LIKEY

~ Calla Lillies
~ Cats and Dogs~ ~ Mexicali Roast Beef Burrito and Chips Ahoy!~ ~ Chinese food and Fastfood~ ~ The Landmark and Mall of Asia~ ~ Eating and Napping~ ~ Tennis and Tennis Players :D~ ~ Music and Lyrics~ ~ Broadway and Jazz Hands~ ~ Musical Plays and Lea Salonga~ ~ Christopher Pike and Agatha Christie~ ~ Cryptograms and Text Twist~ ~ Art and Creativity~ ~ Love and Masochism~ ~ The Gladiator and Russel Crowe~ ~ Korea's Full House~ ~ My boyfie... Vincent~ ~

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~LG Strawberry Chocolate
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